4 days...

Original Post: February 24, 2009

The countdown is getting really, really small!! We're down to 4 days ladies and gents!!

I've got to honestly say that this whole time I have never been nervous or anxious. I have just been really, really excited. Well that excitement is being mixed with a twinge of nerves. Everytime I said I wasn't nervous I said to check back with me closer to the time. Well that time is here!

I am not nervous what-so-ever about marrying Jason. He is the love of my life and my other half. What I am nervous about is how hard we have all worked to make this day incredible and I don't want to do anything to screw it up. I want to make sure that I have everything and it gets where it needs to get. This week has been crazy after work and that has cut down on our time a little bit. We still need to clean the house, clean the cars, pack, finish last minute stuff for different parts of the wedding. I'm pretty sure, though, no matter how much time you have to plan a wedding the week before always feels like this (unless you are totally uninvolved and have someone else doing it for you...which has certainly not been our case!). I just want to make sure that EVERYONE has a great weekend and it goes as smooth as possible and that everyone feels included and loved because they certainly wouldn't be there if we didn't want them to!!

I'm pretty sure I'll feel better once I get to Wilmington. That way everything we have here will be in its proper corner of the house to go to its location. Then I can have a true inventory of what has been done and what, if anything, is left to do. The plan is to get everything done here so that we can get to Wilmington by Wednesday night. If that doesn't happen, Thursday morning arrival will be our backup plan. Then it will be final touches and the good stuff! Like Mom said, 'We've worked too hard for this not to be stressful to get stressed out now!'